I see the birds flying their way back home Of this vesper I can only catch the red... Calling me, I'd rather go alone I'd rather Take all of this out of my bed I know that joy is not real I know they will all lay alone faking it all, it's just spiel I fall on my knees And I I don't wanna be a part of this I can't truly trust any face When every embrace must be fence Can't tell for sure what's a real mistake and what is just another venom enhanced Left this open door Just for keeping you out of the road I could try but I could never pretend Because I search for more. I can't make you go But I can't let you stay